old crows / young cardinals

i am still alive. my new apartment has no signal and our wlan isnt set up yet.

Tuesday I hope. Anyway new moon blew ma mind. I’m not even ashamed. I’m on the bus back from work now which is hard seeing as I automatically want to yell at anyone who tells me what to do in a manner that i do not judge as polite enough. Being patronized is not good for me.

okay time to turn off my laptop.

i’m going to watch new moon tomorrow after school (i dun evan cayr)

and then sleeping at francescas

and then working 12-8 on saturday

and i’m going to be rewatching the film in my mind

and counting the hours as they claw past me

i shall return here at 9 ish saturday night

by here i mean the internet

as i shall be returning to my new apartment as opposed to my house

which makes this the last night, in over ten years that i will sleep in my own bed, in my own room, in my own house.

mindfuck

i found a poem i wrote when i was 10.

darlingangels:

glisteningsnow:

emmawrites:

loneliness

a single soul rises up

up into the velvet night sky

an endless staircase

of emptiness

descending.

a cloak of immense darkness

gathered about the city

as night falls on the mind

dawn rises on the horizon

a wind without a breath

rises and falls

alone.

lol. i was a strange child.

hahahaha this is just funny because of your age.

Haha I should post some of my old stuff.  This is great!

hay i got a gold star for this shit i was pretty proud hahaha

i also thought donnie darko was SHITE and i fell asleep out of boredom whilst watching it. -loses more followers-

headsicknotthick:

:D

………………………………………what even

annaszczekutowicz:

colinh:

what do you think about when falling asleep?
I wish I had an answer for this, but in all honesty, nothing. My mind doesn’t wander. I don’t get stressed, I don’t have “what if” moments, I don’t think crazy things. I lie down and fall asleep. Though, sometimes when I’m lying there awake, I’ll just hope that I have dreams when I do fall asleep.

wow. i didnt even write that formspring but thats so surprising. we are complete opposites. i over-think at night. but i dont mind, its the time when i get most of m inspiration. it takes me hours sometimes to fall asleep

i’m a bit of both of you! sometimes i will be out as soon as my head hits the pillow. other times i might be so so tired and then i’ll get into bed and the tiredness will have just evaporated. and occasionally now (it used to be every night) i will lie awake for at least 3 hours just turning things over in my mind until i just pass out haha. i know when i am about to fall asleep though because i get really trippy half awake/asleep hypnagogic dream things, where i hear conversations and random crap going on. haha.

If you could change a few things about yourself, what amends would you make? (I know life would be dull without vices..)

What career do you want when you are older? Journalist, photographer?

Sorry to be nosy, I just love to get to know people
xxxxxx

um. are we talking appearance? i think i’d change my nose a little haha. but personality wise i think i’d procrastinate less. a lot less. haha.

i think writer. journalist maybe i am not sure.

thats okay haha!

do you actually like jedward? i do.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-1228244/X-Factor-Dermot-O-Leary-criticised-joking-Jedward-received-death-threats-weve-close-phone-lines.html

and not just because of the hats!

omg :’) those hats! yes i do!!!!!! i always start off hating someone then grow to love ‘em. haha.

i hope the path you are taking next is just as beloving and interesting as the path you are leaving right now. good luck. xxx

:) thank you.

that means a lot, honestly.

EMMA, my new best friend is called emma too and she is amazing.

i guess it’s just a general trait with people called emma! haha kidding.

:)

EMMA, is that the canon eos 450d? wild guess, but i’m getting it for christmas, and now am obsessing with the fact picture quality might not be good enough. but your picture looks lovely, and rather good quality. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :)

nope it’s the 1000d. which is worse than the 450. picture quality is amazing so it’ll be even better on the 450, why would you think it might not be good enough!? haha

thanks tho!

formspring

i found a poem i wrote when i was 10.

loneliness

a single soul rises up

up into the velvet night sky

an endless staircase

of emptiness

descending.

a cloak of immense darkness

gathered about the city

as night falls on the mind

dawn rises on the horizon

a wind without a breath

rises and falls

alone.

lol. i was a strange child.